Hi, welcome to Passing
Period. I'm Kerry, a
teacher in a small farming community. My life revolves around teaching,
coaching, and being a wife. But the most important thing in my life is my
relationship with God. Passing Period is about how life is full of
rushing around and trying to fit things in here and there; like attempting to
make crafts, trying new recipes, and developing awesome lessons for the
classroom.
I married my husband in 2012 and
soon after became part of the best small
farming community there is. I teach at the local k-12 school, I
am a leader at Awana's at the local Baptist church, I help with community
fundraisers, and I coach volleyball! Growing up I always wanted to be part of
the community I was living in but I was too shy. As an adult I lived in other
towns and cities that were too big for me to do much good. Now it's easy...too
easy; community members expect you to help out and they ask you at least once a
week to be a part of something. Sometimes I get involved in too much but it is
hard to say no..."It’s for a good cause!"
I graduated from college in 2009 and
began the hunt for a teaching job. I probably applied to forty different
schools around the state and only had a few interviews. I couldn't compete with
those who had Master's degrees and experience. I took a job as a
paraprofessional in an alternative school and absolutely hated it; it was easy
but I wasn’t teaching and that alternative school went against everything I
believed as a bright-eyed and bushy tailed teacher fresh out of college. Now,
my viewpoint is a little different.
Finally, in December of 2011 I went
for an interview at a school in a town I had never heard of. They needed a part
time social studies teacher and a secretary to help with a grant they had
just received. I would have three different preps (classes). That
seemed like a lot to me...when I did my student teaching I only had two. But, I
had no other choice, I took the job and it was the best decision I
ever made in my life. I started 2nd semester, no one told me where to go or what
to do...I didn't even get the textbooks for the classes I was to teach until my
first day! I had no idea what I was doing! To add to that neither did the
teacher who had my classes before me. He was the P.E. teacher. They had the
P.E. teacher teaching social studies! Although, I will say he did the best
he could and he tried really hard.
I was shown absolutely nothing that
first semester. I didn't know how to take attendance, I didn't know how to
enter grades, I didn't know that grades had to be posted and updated every
three weeks, I didn't even know where the lunch room was for the first week (I
ate in my classroom alone for a long time).
And on top of all that I was also
supposed to help out with a federal grant for physical education. It was a
pretty big deal and I knew nothing about it. I won't go into all the details of
the grant; but that first year was rough. Luckily we had two more years to
figure it out. We eventually got it figured out though and would love
to receive another of the same grant!
Remember the P.E teacher who was
teaching social studies classes? He was also the director of the grant and my
boss. He told me what I was supposed to be doing, although at the
beginning I am not sure he knew exactly what I was supposed to do…he just knew
that he didn't have to teach social studies anymore and for that he was very thankful. We eventually got into a routine and dove right into the grant and we
started to do amazing things for our school. I might post about some of these
things later.
Here comes the kicker…the guy in the
aforementioned paragraph…he’s now my husband! (Read more about our “love story”
in this post Snow Days and Proposals) Isn't God good! He definitely has a plan it is just sometimes
hard to believe. You want to know another weird coincidence? The year after I
graduated from high school my husband, Joe, taught at my high school! He is
from a town 2 hours away! Sometimes I wonder if I had been a better Christian
at the time and listened to God instead of myself maybe I would have met Joe
then and had seven more years with him? A very sobering thought. I am just
thankful I got back on track and started listening and following God’s plan for
my life. Things are so much easier when you trust the Lord in everything you
do!
Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight.
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight.
Proverbs
3:5-6
I thought that year was hard; the next year was even harder.
I had seven preps, two of which were Communication Arts, one was an independent
student trying to recoup a credit to graduate, and two were middle school
classes. I was only certified to teach 9-12 social studies so I had to take two
Praxis tests (teaching certification tests) one to teach Communication Arts and
one to teach middle school social studies. I was also supposed to take one to
teach middle school communication arts but I refused…I did not want too many
certifications under my belt. I didn’t want them to move me around in the
coming years. It was bad enough I had to get certified to teach middle school
social studies. I became a high school teacher for a reason, middle schoolers
are not for me (although I do have to teach that age group now but it is
something I have to do not choose to do. I do, however, applaud those who teach
middle school.)!
Oh, and on top of all of this I was now the assistant
director of the grant! It was definitely a long, rough year! I went into work before
7:30 and didn’t get home until 8:00 or later most nights and I still had work
to do! I had to work on the grant, grade papers, make lesson plans with very
little resources (most of the social studies textbooks had no resources with
them; I did a lot of internet searching. By the way four years later I am still
using the same textbooks with no resources), try and figure out how to teach
comm. Arts (the Praxis to teach C.A. was easy; but trying to teach it that was
a whole different story), host grant events…blah, blah, blah. I am sure there
are people out there who understand what I am saying; heck they probably have
it rougher than what I did. Either way it was a hectic year; but I made it
through and it didn’t sway me into leaving and finding a job somewhere else
where I would have less to do and get paid more. Of course part of that was the
fact we have AMAZING students at our school…I’m not kidding they are AMAZING. I
may not be able to pay my bills every month; but at least I don’t have to deal
with disrespectful, willful students who could care less about their high
school education. Another part to me staying is my husband. We got married the
summer after my first full year and he is kind of tied to this town because he
has a family owned farm that he helps out with.
There is a pretty high one year turnover rate for teachers at
our school; but there is one teacher who has been there maybe twenty or thirty
years (I’m not exactly sure, but it has been a long time). She taught my
husband when he was in high school. Well anyways, my students and I like to
joke that I will be her one day and I am okay with that…although when we start
having babies I would love to be a stay at home mom, if the Lord wills it so.
We don’t have kids but we are trying! We are just waiting for
the Lord to bless us! I think He is waiting until I finally have this whole
teaching thing figured out so I can focus my energy on my baby and not on my
lesson plans and grading! Is that possible? Will I ever get teaching figured
out? Please say I will!
Hope you enjoy my blog! There should be something for everyone
on here…eventually!
2 comments:
I just learned so much more about you than I ever knew. You will get all this teaching stuff figured out, I think, sometimes I don't know if I have. Hang in there, sounds like you are doing great. Let me know if you ever need anything. Annie
Thanks Annie! It gets easier and easier every year; I think by my fifth or sixth year I'll have this teaching thing done pretty well. T
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